~!* Ta Da *!~

Reflections

2007-02-04T02:06:00.000+08:00

Its 2.05am. Cant get to sleep. hmm...look thru my past blog entries. Suddenli feel that i think i have changed as wat huijing have said. haha. I have become quieter and inactive compared to last time le. So full of energy n lively last time. I seem to be a completely changed person. Now is dull and passive. Wow..sound so disheartening. I went for my ah gong birthday dinner today. And so coincidentally, my best friend birthday celebration falls on today. I have promised to drop by after my dinner but due to unforseen circumstances our dinner finished at 10 plus. I duno whether i have think too much or being sensitive...Maybe my friends already feel that i have neglected them. Although i no longer work as much as last time and bf in ns but i dun seem to be free to meet up with u guys. I began to love coping myself at home. Life seem quite boring le... wondering when could i write such happy events n craps like last time. Things changes with time, same for a person.

My last day in Haagen dazs

2007-02-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

Wow 3 years 14 days in Haagen dazs. Yesterday 31 Jan 2007 finally marked my last day in Haagen dazs. Hee. Quite miss everybody. Especially the dish-washing auntie. Always gossip with her when i m free..always slack in the kitchen to talk to her..no more chance le..miss those adorable staff. Although u all are sometimes realli very headache but yet we still went through so much fun. Colleagues from esplanade,anchor point, holland v, springvale, vivo, realli have fun working with u all!! Me and Auntie..
Me and cheyrl...

Christopher and Rennie gave mi a $50 mango voucher n a chip n dale soft toy. Hee..so sweet. Thank u. =) Me n Christopher also give auntie a watch. Auntie looks so happy when she saw the watch. Christopher indeed has good taste. hee. Thanx for everything! hope to c u all soon~ =>

Exams

2006-03-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

I m lazy....cant get myself to study. i m stuck to this computer...stuck to my yahoo auctions n msn? i got last 2 papers. Although its only prelim but it certainly have graded where we stand. As for me....i stand no where...haha. I seem to be studying on my own all over again from this cleanly retrieved book from the cupboard. The process is painful..haha. aRgh!! nvm...2 more papers to freedom...hmm...but this gauge seems real scary, because it realli make me no where to stand which proves that i would need to work hard for my final exam. KK..i got to go study for my Maths 2 paper now le...sobz

Mood of the day

2006-03-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

Depression..~haha

2006-03-06T13:27:00.000+08:00

I got an ah ma(grandma). Cute n cheerful...always carry a lovely smile on her face. But she got a weird illness recently. She will feel unwell when she smells something, maybe juz anithing new...eg shampoo, body foam., those with frangrance. Yesterday, i quarrel with her again. I juz bought an eye n lip makeup remover from 'the face shop'. I only use it for 1 day..1 day!! I cant find it the next day. It didnt actually cross my mind that it is ah ma who threw it away. I thought she had help mi keep it or i have misplaced it. When i ask her where is it, she replied that she had threw it away and scolded me for anihow buying items knowing that she got this weird illness. This is making my blood boil. It didnt cross my mind of respect n sympathy of elderly. I juz gif an impulsive ans of "ah ma! u cant do this u knw....it will make everyone dislike u." i m juz too angry. haizz...this is not the first time she does this. she threw shampoos n body foam away b4 le. Later at night, she came to mi n say, this illness is not what she wanted initially. If she knows this will make everyone so unhappy abt it, she will rather jump n die. Haiz...these words realli make mi wan to kill myself. Until now, i still feel so ....undescribable. This morning, she purposeli went down to the clinic and ask the doc whether her illness could be treated. The doc say she has nv heard of this n it cant be treated. i think it somehow got to be a psychological illness. Haiz..my eyes swollen from all the crying. Am i rebellious, unreasonable n being unsympathatic to my grandma. Sometimes it juz get so irritating. Did she do this to attract more attention from us? what a thought....i m a cold blooded heartless monster. haiz..

Anniversary

2006-03-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 6 Mth Anniversary~ Our half a dozen.

I felt guilty

2006-03-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Had a sudden feel. Guiltiness..Those memories from sister gangs and npcc people suddenli juz gush into my mind. Am i being too cool towards them? Always waiting for them to initiate an outing? Ever since i got a bf, i got even less time spend with my close friends.

ML- Although he is irritating, being so sacastic at times. make mi blood boils when he starts his nonsense. He is realli a true friend. he will realli show up when u nd a listening ear or help. He also cares most for this sister gang relationship, always trying to create outings out for us to meet up n catch up. I truely treasure him this friend.

Stine- She is funny but she has serious mood swing. She communicates well with everyone in the group including me.. think i get along best with her. Her unstable mood is her bad pts. but most of the time she did it on ML. (luckily)* Suddenly miss her company...miss those times we spend together in ntuc, playground, srjc.....

PY- She is cool. She is frank..juz too frank. maybe sometimes she got no idea she may accidentally hurt a person. She is very motherly....takes care of everyone of us. she must be the most matured among us. although i seldom spend time alone wif PY but could realli feel that she cares for everyone of us. She treat this friendship realli seriousli. We seem to become stranger nw...no sms no msn? yah...its not my habit to msg ppl.

Seems so stupid to suddenli type all this. Juz wanna let u all know i still treasure u friends.

~!* Ta Da *!~

2005-08-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

~My birthday~

2005-07-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

Haha...over so long le...nw then wanna write..sorry lah..pics all with yijun n mi n her tranfer rate r so damn bloody long. tat's y nw then can post this entry.

In the afternoon, suppose to be meeting pretty girl,huijing to go walk walk. BUT she ended up giving mi a surprise by popping in to my house n giving mi this cute little cow cake~. so gan dong. hahaz..Took a pic wif my moo moo cake...

After meeting Huijing, i went to meet my npcc buddies. Went country mania for dinner.
Opps...where is suzhen? why is chenghan sleeping? hahahaha
Cheers..Suzhen not here...no more torture from her....hahaha
Oh~! There she is.....Late...Left: Suzhen, me, Yijun n Wanting

Yeah finish eating at country mania, Chenghan said he got to meet some friends n he left for awhile. n we headed to skygarden.There....kana tortured by suzhen n wanting...evidence: got punched.
SUDDENLY...............................Chenghan arrived with a cake.....haha..gan dong again...=p
Everyone got to eat the cakes.......BUT extras......they smashed on my face........................=(

Everyone so unfriendly towards me.....haha

Lastly...happy group photo!Yeah! really enjoyed my birthday with u guys....thanx for the surprise from huijing!!! buck up wif my junhao didi somemore...xin ku ni le. thanx to the np gang....ur surprise plus torture....haha...
Birthday wishes: I hope everyone is happy with what they are doing now...i really wanna cared for everyone...but i m juz too busy as u guys know...so free juz update urself to mi..haha..

2005-06-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

Haagen dazs is participating oso! Durian bon bon.

2005-06-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

winning dish( the curry crab)

2005-06-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

Satay n black pepper crab..=p

sIngapore food fest

2005-06-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

20 June2005
Ktv session wif Yijun again! haHa! 5 hours lehz!!! n onli the 2 of us...guess after this 5 hrs we will be super tired.....overall it is quite a fun session....i think most of the time we are watch Jerry Yen's mtv( Chun guang zha xie). haHa...n everytime we watch Yijun will go crazy! OMg..hMm..still think Zai Zai n of coz my cute Youwei is better! wooHoo!

After the ktv session, we decided to walk around chinatown. Juz realise Yijun papa actualli work there so we went to eat at his stall...Had century egg porridge, yam cake n chee chiong fan...nice nice n very full~ n best of all is free. opps~haha...must thanx Yijun papa! After this went orchard walk walk n buy some stuffs n go home haf a nice slp.....

21June 2005
Singapore food festival press conference at Hotel intercontinental. Sounds stress hUh...haha...initially really very stress when i was there...there was a interaction time. Most of the people were bosses from big restaurant or people from the media. Everyone were so friendly goin around with their name card, shaking other people hands. That goes the same for my boss...he was oso busy interacting with those people. I m damn bored...coz i dun dare to approach people n oso duno how to start a topic...not tat pro...

After that stupid interaction session, went back to the function room. yeah.....the food tasting has start. Beside us is juz curry crab n lobster!! yUMMy! A winning dish! buck up wif the guy beside us...we say we will swop our durian bon bon for their lobster n crab...DEAL! its superbly nice....my boss allow mi to go around tasting other food wor....hmm.....tried the oat prawn..still love amk one better..tried the dumpling..not bad..tried a healthy drink made up of bitter gourd n luo han guo(said to be good for sore throat n lungs) . A fufiling trip becoz of the food. Collected some name cards n found people are real friendly over there....i may learn from them n next time be some PR manager! haha! hmm......fever nw again.....duno got one month ma.....haIz

2005-06-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

yeaH! kelvin come out as fit as the baby..though the hair not so funky le..haha

ns~

2005-06-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

Tml goin for a dinner coz kelvin goin ns on 9 june! Yijun mama...dun sad k! confine 2 weeks sia...wish u all the best..hope u wun be beaten up by the people inside coz u r too lame...n like to "fang pi", like to make fun of people, like to beat people..tat's it..take carez! i will keep Yijun mama company de..good luck inside wor! c u soon wif a botak head! hOhOho

2005-06-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Kathleen's niece..damn cute..lOok like president giving a talk soon.

cLubBing~

2005-06-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

3rd June 2005

YoZ~! Chinablack again with this group of friends. Mi, Yijun, Kelvin, Chenghan, Kebin, Waihoh, Junliang. But this time....nobody forget to bring ic, we manage to go in early at around 11.
Quote from Yijun blog: To Peishi...gd la..wear till so skimpy..haha..but look nice la..must maintain k!> no more "mu tou'" liao..sexy dance move huh..haha(yeah! complement wor!)
I think onli Yijun say loh.......all the while Junliang say i shy, Waihoh say i nv really dance..Kelvin insult my dance move. hMmph! n i feel i wear till too sweet liao...clubbing seldom people wear pink hor..haha. next time must wear black, very wild tat kind. Aniway, music sux tat nite..mostly trance..wan to vomit lohz..sianz...but wat's matter is the companion. Went for breakfast at late nite 3.30am...go to Lionel's prata shop. Tat day's prata taste bad too.....hiyo..we chatted all the way until 6.30am then we share cab home. I m left with onli 50 cents after clubbing but i haf atm card wor..onli tat we din go n find an atm machine..so the prata n the cab were paid by fellow gd frenz..u all can write a receipt of how much i owe kk...i wll repay u all back. Overall, its quite fun lahz! hehe...

2005-06-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

Drunk me...with that toot spec..

2005-06-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

Zhongming surprise birthday celebration

2005-06-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

happy yijun n me

2005-06-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

1st day group photo

2005-06-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

some more photos on redang! check it out

New month.....

2005-06-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Tired..Long day of work....work 1-11...miss my beloved Luo Jia Liang show!! haIzz...gonna miss for the past 2 days oso...So sad...gona miss the last episode so i will juz noe the beginning n duno the ending of the show! damn! i wan to watch...y haagen dazs no tv...its a boring day so this will be a boring entry. haHa..but today recieve my bunch of flowers from a juz-know friend. He sends it to the shop. Its abit paisehz...coz my colleague n boss tease mi abt it n the flowers are quite cumbersome to bring home. Intended to take a cab but in the end out it in a big paper bag n take the economical transport(bus). Its late...gona sleep...nitenite

2005-06-01T00:20:00.001+08:00

yeah! this is the shirt i bought wif Yijun! i got the green one..she got the orange one.

2005-06-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

too bad the clock face wun change..not cute enuf

2005-06-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

My new fossils watch:)

Happy...happy..

2005-05-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

27 May 2005
Met Christine at orchard after my long day work n her internship. Its been long since the last meet up. Both of us have been busy with work. After deciding so long for a place to eat...we finalli ended up in pizza hut. Catch up with wat's happening...then we went shopping. We passed by Tangs n Christine thought of showing mi the changing room. She said it was very well furnished, very grand juz simply gorgeous...true enough, it was really very unique. I wanted to take a photo of it wif my hp but kana discovered by the changing room "incharge". Then she told us no taking photos allowed... Then we rushed out of Tangs..

29 May 2005
Hmm.......somebody msg me....haHa...makes my day high.....although is juz a forward msg. I will store it in my outbox, inbox n archive. Hehe..try to steal some forwarded msg from kath oso...so i can forward back to this person. A 3 yrs stranger.......=)

30May 2005
Today super happy lehz..first time shopping experience with Yijun...but i think its the most extravagant shopping trip oso...haha. We meet up at 3 . It is practically speed shopping coz we need to meet up wif kelvin, waihoh n junmeng for other activities. Priority is to buy Yijun eyeliner n my watch. We went to quite a few high class make up both but canot find the desired one. But we noticed a M.A.C eyeliner...which is super smooth, super nice. cost $23, actuali Yijun kind of "Gian" liao...but i discourage her..another $6 more, we can buy another top that we get it at heeren. Somemore the top is 2 pieces. Its veri veri nice...see liao "nan yi kang ju", wear liao super happy loh. Next, Yijun bought a cheap cheap belt at 77th street. (peishi 'hao jie shao') haha..super happy oso..then we go to pacific plaza n buy my fossils watch. Can choose ur own tin box n a free ugly bag but still quite happy. Finally, loreal is the one...we have chosen loreal eyeliner in the end. Then we meet the guys...waihoh suggest a dinner at Ding Tai Feng...another big hole in pocket. After dinner...suppose to be a movie but in the end become a kbox session. Just when everyone get so high, our session is over...so 'shao xing'. Late night 12am plus...i still haf work the next day...my happening friends suggest supper at serangoon. Wow...all my friends all super ON. Take bus 147 reach the prata shop...ended up telling lots of scary stories....Yijun n me got realli freaked out...in the end Waihoh got to be a gentleman n send mi n Yijun back to our home n he pay for the cab...:p Today is really a happening day plus a super fun shopping day. Yeahz~! Happy....Yawnzz

2005-05-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

lOok something like this but not realli like this..haha..but i prefer brown..went compass pt to search but the shopkeeper IGNORE me! hmmph

2005-05-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

my toot toot new spec...juz go blind without it..

2005-05-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

my rebonded hair

New...i m alive

2005-05-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

hihi...i m alive lahz..yest blog i spend alot of effort on it ok...write till midnite 2am plus...
Juz wanna tell everyone i rebond my hair le wor.....dun be shock ok...haha...its juz a sudden urge to go rebond.
Starting price-banner big big-->$99
Me n yijun go in happily at 7pm!...Yijun: "do u still do rebonding for us since its so late?"
Auntie: "Hao ba" come in...
There...we started our rebonding session. First the guy who is doin my hair....very gentle very soft-spoken kind..very caring...keep asking me pain anot? water hot? then keep sorry..
Initialli...he spotted by sunburnt scalp..he tot wat happen...an infection or sensitve skin. I told him is due to sunburn. Then he gently tell me he wun apply the cream close to the scalp, worrying tat it might cause 'fan xiao guo'. I gently agreed too.
Gentle guy: Your hair is too layered..the $99(normal rebonding) cannot get the perfect effect. i will do a crystal rebonding for u instead...but tat cost $129.
Memememe: Swollow hard...."ok" smile..:)
Even Yijun oso has to do the crystal rebonding.

Later----
Gentle guy: Your hair is too dry, would need a pill that will repair ur hair...something like a treatment...tat cost $12.
Memememe: Swallow hard hard "ok"
haha....Yijun oso need to add.....coz our hair too dry due to the sun in redang...probably.
finally done...2 person got discount..cost around $130 per person.
Comment: effect is alright..but i think my fringe too flat. But shun blame on last time the person who cut my hair..make it too layered..make my hair nw weird.
I m tired....show u my toot spec n my dream watch if i can find online k..nitenite...

2005-05-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

see the sea..the sand..the sun..simply gorgeous

2005-05-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

the mo mo tea inn

2005-05-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

Snorkelling~!

redang trip

2005-05-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

19May2005
Handphone beep~ Kelvin: Suzhen say she maybe cannot make it for Redang trip.
This msg make me super super sianz 3/4. Suzhen has been sick for 6 LONG days. Me n Yijun really really hope she can make it for this trip becoz this trip is all plan out since march. Everyone is looking forward to it. N if Suzhen is not there...atmosphere really 'guai guai' de, left me n yijun both 'xiang yi wei ming'.
We visited Suzhen at night to see how is her condition. Reach at around 7, saw her sitting on the usual sofa like a coached potato. haHa..she was red, she had rashes on her hands n legs. so poorthing.

20May2005
Wake up at 9. can't sleep...keep wondering whether Suzhen can make it today. She goin for a check up at 8. so i msg her.
Peishi: are u feeling any better?
Beep~!
Suzhen: Not much better. .....
My heart got heavy...sad..crestfallen...disappointed...
The trip is today n she is not much better..how can she go wif us.
at 2...i msg her again...
Peishi: so wat did the doc say?
Suzhen: gotta go Tan Tock Seng for a further check up.
In the end, she was diagnosed wif dengue. OMG!!!
She is hospitalised.....no more Redang.....totally sadness
8pm~kind papa drive me, zhongming n waihoh to sultan plaza to meet up wif the rest. Actually 8 now 7..miss Suzhen.
It is a super damn bloody long ride....Bus started moving at 9pm. reach redang at around 10am~11am!!!

21May2005
Check in...collect our snorkelling equipment, life vest. Plan out our activities for the day.
10.30- went to borrow a volleyball. Went to take a look at the sea. Super amazed.. the sea water damn clear n nice..we can see fishes swimming. We can never see that in singapore sea. The sand is veri unique oso...the sand kinda form a pattern probably caused by the wave. After looking at the superb scenery of Redang. We went to play soccer wif the volleyballl.
12.30- Lunch time! kinda shock of what we are served...is like a NS cookhouse. 4 dish one soup n one plates of fruits. I have always tot their lunch n dinner is buffet..but is otherwise. Its abit sad la...coz i m a fussy person..the utensils-dirty! Their meat-curry Their dish-vege. Fruits-dented? All against me.....no vege n chilli for me. I can onli eat the curry meat..wash them in the soup n force it down my throat. Abit pathetic...haha..
1.30-we are goin real snorkeling at marine park at 2.30pm. Got to train ourself first so we decided to try it out at the sea near our resort. Can realli see fishes at places where there is corals.
2.30-we set off after much disorganised planning by the resort management. Sat in a big ship...we seem to be like refugee escaping to other country. After a long 45min ride...finally reach marine park. Get ready our gears n set off for our snorkelling expedition. I was following yuanhui by the side coz i dun really noe how to swim...saw many fishes...many many funny ,interesting looking fishes. Yuanhui saw a very big grouper..pull me to go c..i practically struggle in the water coz i m too scared..haha. They keep asking us to be careful of the corals n sea uchin...making mi so scared in the sea. Yuanhui n Waihoh spotted a shipwreck oso..n we went to c it as well...its super far...during the coming back trip...i got no more stamina..lucky Zhongming is kind enough to pull me back. Heartless Yuanhui n kelvin still scold Zhongming for saving me..
4.30- Banana boat time! 70Rm..Zhongming bravely take the 1st seat, followed by yuanhui, me, yijun, kelvin, waihoh, keezhong. 1st experience for all of us...so it is unsurprising less than 1min..we feel into the sea..though dui lian..yet true. haha..even the person who drove the boat laugh at us. The impact of the fall is great and very xin ku...drank lots of water...n water went inside my nose...the feeling is unbearable. Waihoh lost his $200 Okley sunglass becoz of this suay fall oso. next the person told us to follow the direction of the propeller..this little tactic allows us to maintain our balance for a longer period. But in between i did a little dangerous stunt. I juz fell off suddenly from that slippery banana. leaving my hand holding damn tight to the handle...lucky Yijun is kind enough to save me back to the banana. Again, she was reprimanded for saving me by Yuanhui n Kelvin.
5.15- Waihoh decided to canoe out to find his Okley sunglasses. We accompanied him as well....hunting for his sunglasses. But the sea is so big......is like 'hai di lang zen'. In the end, din manage to find anithing.
6.00- Volleyball time
6.30-dinner, slightly better than lunch....but many of them still went over to another eatery shop after eating some from the canteen. Thus, we can see how unpopular their food is.
8.30- ktv time.. Yijun can really sing man.....should go 'jue dui super star'. Waihoh has cheered himself up from the ktv session oso...although is like singing to everyone in the big room. Everyone juz sing bravely. CooLz~ Zhongming first ktv session is veri well done oso...tHink the both guys got really engrossed. Next time can jio them go kbox n train them harder le. haha...
12.30-end of ktv...go back to our room...bath...then go for a stroll at the beach...
2.00- lights out

22May2005
9.30- We had set alarm to wake up at 7.30. But can't wake up. In the end wake up at onli 9.30..
10.30- Canoeing expedition. Reach laguana. saw the mo mo cha inn. But we din bring money n camera...so we canoe back to our own resort to get money n camera.
11.30- Relaxing by the sea. Was fooled n bullied by Kelvin n Yuanhui. Both of them hold sand aiming at me.....asking mi to surrender by turning around. I foolishly believed n turn around...but that despicable Yuanhui n Kelvin juz hit mi hard with the sand. Play lots of silly games there...n Yuanhui become our common target after tat..we all hit him wif sand no matter who lose in the game. haha
12.30- lunch time
1.30- Take money n camera...walk over to laguana resort...along the way, we took lots of pics. Saw lots of soveniers there...bought a pillow for Suzhen..n i bought billabong boardshorts for mi n my brother. Secretly, we went to order a cake, goin to gif zhongming a surprise birthday party. Bought a necklace at the other sovenier shop for him oso.
4..00- volleyball time. Saw a sunset bay buddy. Gif Zhongming 'ai de jiao yu' abt how to play volleyball. haha...He was realli good sia.......very nice. too bad, a malaysian...
6.30-dinner time
7.30-We went to the swimming pool juz infront of our room to wash away the sand on us..kind of mean.haha.THERE ,we started a battle between me, yijun, zhongming, kelvin n yuanhui...3 against 2...2 devils...YUanhui n kelvin n 3 angels, me, yijun, n zhongming. I seem to be the victim. Yuanhui n kelvin is all out to wan me die...while yijun n zhongming are my gurdian angels. Becoz its a tough fight, Yuanhui n kelvin tot of a evil plan. They suddenli submerged in water n spit us with the pool water when they got up. Totally disgustinG!! The water is full of sand n kelvin's pee yet they dared to do so.
Kelvin's tactic: look into the person face...then spit! That person will juz gone bonkas. haha...
We end the fight after kelvin spit into the water. Over here...must gif special thanx to Zhongming n Yijun for saving me again n again from this fierce battle...
8.15- wash up
10.00- foot reflexology. great experience..tat auntie damn zai...touch my little leg abit noe i got stomach problem, my back easily ache n my eyes tired..I think its a painful experience for Waihoh..coz he actually cried after the whole threatment! hahA....quite funny...
11.45- Beach clubbing~! not many people joined in..but still quite fun...only mi yijun kelvin n yuanhui enjoying ourselves...haha
12.05- Surprise party for Zhongming! Suddenly a green pandan cake appear on the table wif 2 candles. Zhongming still got no idea wat is goin on...Until we sang birthday song for him...think he is very touched ba...got myself just a 5% grapefruit vodka...my face got all red...go back to the room...head got heavy....wanna slp.
1.00- Risk(game) i think i got semi drunk? only can help Yuanhui throw a few dice then i drop dead on the bed...haha..

23May2005
8.00- Pack bag...
9.30- check out...miss this place n these memories...
Long bus ride..Tortured by Yuanhui during the bus ride. But lucky i learn a new stunt to protect myself. His hand now is full of scratched mark. haha. same for kelvin. Finalli have my revenge.

Happy to be back in Singapore...Glad to c my papa, mama, didi, ah gong n ah ma once again.home sweet home..

2005-04-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

i m scared by a disgusting weirdo..sob*

Its a scary day....i finish work late today wor. Finsih work at 11pm! Got to take a bus home. An errie bus ride. I m the onli passenger on board sia. Its a double decker bus 153. The whole atmosphere is quiet n errie. I took out a waffle n have a bite to divert my attention of thinking bad. hahaz..actualli was imagining the details in creep(an upcoming movie). Finally I reach Kovan bus stop at 12.10am. Aniway, nuthin happen in bus..haha..

I need to change bus at kovan there...bus 136 n 119. Guess that i have already miss the last bus. I waited around 1 hr for the bus but still no sight of it. Suddenli a man approached mi n ask for direction. He wanted to get to orchard. I told him to take train but the train had stop servicing, then i suggested him to take cab but he dun wan. In the end, he decided to go toa payoh, he said that its nearer to orchard there. so i told him to take 153 at the opposite bus stop. But he still stay there. THEN, he started asking mi question.

Weirdo: "What r u doin here at this hour? Going where?"

Scaredy cat, Me:" Juz finish work, i m going home."

Weirdo:" So u r married?"
Shit lohz...do i look that old!? i where got look like i m married! i still young lehz!

Scaredy cat, Me: "i m still young! i m onli 19"

Weirdo:" Oh, so u got bf?"

Scaredy cat, Me:" Nope"

Weirdo:" Interesting, so can i be your bf?"
Me: Shocked, dismayed, dumbfounded, scared!

Scaredy cat, Me:"I dun wan"

Weirdo: "Why, issit becoz of some reason? sure got reasons like maybe u r lesbian or u got scars left from previous relationship?"
keep asking why...

Scaredy cat, Me: " I m a busy person..still need to study...n i m not interested, i juz dun wan a bf."
Getting more n more annoyed by this conversation.

Weirdo:" How come u broke up wif u ex, did he ask for s*x from u?"
More shocked!

Scaredy cat, Me:" No!"
I think he is mad..

Weirdo: " So u didn't haf s*x b4?" so that means u got no relationship b4. I would like to be ur bf, it doesn't matter if u are busy, the problem lies with me how to make u feel my presence"
So that's his own defination of a relationship.

Scaredy cat, Me:" NVM...i dun wan...i like my present. sorry..."

Weirdo:" So can i have ur no.?"
Just then bus 153 pass by...

Scaredy cat:" My bus is here! i need to go le."
i ran to the bus n got on....scary experience.

I called my papa afterwards ask him come pick mi up. Haiz...sadded.....i m so scareddddd...
i m a scaredy cat!

New Discovery

2005-04-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hahaz.....Join blogger for so long..i juz discover how to insert photo how to change template today. although make a mess out of it, but at least i got some accomplishment today. Yeah! The photos are inserted in the wrong place oso loh...but heck it.

I recieved my adidas bag today wor! wait so long...super excited when i c the package on my table. Slowly n carefully...i opened it up....my adidas bagggg still as good as new, like it so much. Rating for it- 9/10. That remaining 1 mark is the room for improvement.

Again! today there is an 8 hrs long lecture! sian wake up earli in the morning..today bath super fast eat super fast. Got nuthin to do so i decided to do something funny. I could still remember i wore a sari once in my jc times becoz of the racial harmony day. The cloth was there then left in my drawer to rot. Currently there was a trend of having a stupid cloth around ur waste as ur belt. I dun wan to waste the $$ to buy a cloth like belt, so i took my ah ma scissors which was so 'lao ya' that the cloth i cut out end up having ugly edges. ButBUtbUt the end result of being a belt was still quite not bad. hehez...

Tml gotta work. I m suppose to be making a birthday card for my boss n pass it to him tml. But guess i m tired n lazy. hehez...sadded..nuthin to give him..aniway..wish him a happy happy birthday!

Oh yah...stine told qiuyun abt my hand injury. I duno how she describes it but it sounded serious becoz qiuyun seems to be worried. Then the msg pass to valarie...Ironically, a minor hand injury links me back to my secondary sch good pals. Quite happy n shock to c their msg. => Glad that they still remember me sia. haha...

It is late...i have seen some blogs, they can make animations. so interesting sia! i gonna continue explore n play around with it. Yeahz...good nitez.

2005-04-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

huijing me n min

2005-04-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

me n my happy brother!

everyone is mad

2005-04-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

I m having a bad cough, a bad bad bad bad bad cough. Once start takes zillion years to stop...once start, my face turns red coz i use all my strength to cough..sometimes even afraid my lungs will be coughed out...once stop....whole body no strength...hahaz...seems abit exaggerated. But 70% is true lahz....

Yesterday is my didi birthday. I ask him to go to haagen dazs to eat. I will be treating him fondue..of coz i will be sharing with him. hehe...so looking forward to it..but never expected...big boss came..spoil my plan. Staff are not supposed to consume in their own outlet(wat a lame reason). In the end..my brother came n sit at one corner eat the fondue all by himself..so ke lian.
However, my outlet manager is so good enough to treat my brother the fondue as he noe is his birthday. After the fondue session, me n my brother plus my boss n one of my colleague went shopping tgther in queensway. hahaz...my boss seems to noe every shopkeeper. In the end, my brother spotted a Billabong bag which cost $89.90!!!! so damn bloody expensive!! n yes...he got it~ but is paid by mum coz they appear on the right time. Then we proceed to our sumptous dinner! ABC market fishball noodle! super nice! we buy carrot cake, tou fu goreng, stingray oso...so full so happy!

Yeah..today got a 8 hrs lecture to attend. Super sianz...my cough is bad...keep coughing in the lecture...lucky i haf shimin's fisherman sweet to save mi. Oh yah! got to learn one new thoery from shimin! hahaa...if u got a mole that got hair on it, pls do not pluck the hair out...coz like tt will cause cancer! hehe...dun mind to laugh at u hor, shimin. =P Shimin is always so cute....haha. Now getting prettier n prettier..wee wee. hmm...Today we go bugis to find px present..hmm..can i write here anot..dun think px will look at my blog right...haha..she so "mei liang xin" de..opps. After that long n tiring lecture, we took a super long ride to bugis...met sharon there! n something super weird today..i m perfectly ok..juz tat i keep coughing n huijing, shimin n sharon keep saying i m troubled...i told them i m ok but they keep insisting i have problem.hahaz..."crazy". Somemore push the blame to themselves, saying that is they bully me. I wun angry wif u all de lahz!! pls leh...u all my sista lehz....i angry then SIM i become loner liao lohz...hahahaha..maybe my face looks tired or sianz...becoz i keep coughing n that cause me headache..dun worry k babes~ PS so strong where will dun happy de..=>

N....Huijing very "dui lian". saw a cokroach at bugis street, scream super loud twist my poor little wrist then keep saying want to go home...she is so damn scared until wan to cry le. haha...=p

sIanz...tml still got school...i love px present..hai...y i buy mine so early..but nvm..i think px will like it! so i m happy too...haha.....*cough cough*
will die ma....cough until like tat...cham ar..shimin say plcuk hair will haf cancer...cham le lahz...think i "si ding"...*couGHHHhhhhhhh

mad

2005-04-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

I wan to say... i m mad mad mad...hahaz.....someday early in march i just sold my gd88. BUt BUT BUT....i m stupid enuf nv delete the photos n mms inside...i duno who the buyer is becoz i sold it to a shop. but the buyer upload the pics in friendster n open a fake account. that idiot write i got high sex drive...shitter lehz...disgusting person.

Anway now is 1.55am...juz finish raining...the light there got a lot of bugs...then keep flying ard mi now...feeling quite irritated. haha. juz came back from bugis wif christine n peiyun...had a very fruitful day today...today is in the mad mood...

Wake up at 11.30, getting ready to meet stine by 1 at orchard. Recieve an sms from stine ard 12, deciding what to wear today..haha..we must haf "mo qi". so decided...a black top n a skirt. :P In the end, reach orchard at 1.40...(not late but change timing, being late is not my habit is christine's..) but for once or rarely stine actualli reach 1st....i couldn't find her initially n was approached by a guy bluffing to give me a free gift..i insisited i do not wan it but he keep asking mi to open n see....in the end he took out a file n explain the free gift is actualli packed by some unfortunate children n hope i can help out...minimum donation $5...no choice...for the 1st 3secs i step in to orchard i already spend $5 on a pen. Soon...found stine hiding beside a post box. we walk walk around...agenda today is eyebrow triming n find my brother a bag...went straight to fareast...can't find my brother's bag..but found a wrong eyebrow triming shop..christine wrong recommendation. hahaz..Nvm....Next we walk walk to Heeren n met peiyun there...decided to head on to suntec becoz heard that there got sports fair n glasses fair...sound so excitin....once reached.....no sports fair(false alarm), the glasses fair was lame..all so expensive.

Deciding where to eat so i suggest polar cafe...it was a disappointment for stine n peiyun...they dun like..hahaz...next we went to bugis to buy my conditioner n eyeliner....i bought a mugen conditioner...very good wor(at least i think so). Then we saw a lot of manicure shops...so tempting, the shops seems to be calling us over...true enuf mi n stine got attracted to one of the offer. $9 do nail art! Stine's nail is very very nice.....i ask the shop keeper help mi make a french manicure coz i still need to work...turns out that my nail...hmm..not veri nice.....sadded..disapointed.

Wow...seems to do so many things today..i seem to complaining...but hmm.....yes i m complaining..hahaha...BUT things are different with friends around...although somethings nv go smoothly but the accompany of 2 good friends today make today a very fruitful daY!
lala....good day tml n 4eva~!

my blog is dead

2005-04-01T13:10:00.000+08:00

Think noone will come n c my blog le...haha..sianz. I m getting busier nowadays...24hrs are juz not enough for mi to handle work n study. i seem to be unable to finish my studying...exam is coming soon..so scared..dun wanna waste my money...tat's the most worrying part. hahaz. I have been working almost everyday when i got no school, abit tiring also. Haiz..after shimin's n huijing encouragement, i juz went online to reapply to NTU, although i noe the outcome will juz as disappointing as last year....hmm..what if(dreaming) i really get in? i think i will still choose to stay in SIM. I m used to the slacking attitude in SIM. i scared i cannot take the stress in NTU. haha...aniway..think too much le.

20 May i may be goin Redang wif my npcc friends! so full of excitment..but only thing concern is consent from my mum..my mum disagreed once, i have always wanted to ask her again for approval but no chance...plus this time this earthquake...i m afraid i cannot make it for this trip.

Juz saw on tv programing about an old couple...the old man is senile..dun even noe how to go toilet n always very forgetful. He needs the help of his wife to do every small little things. However, his wife is actually blind...she also needs her husband to be her eyes n lead her the way. A truely touching story. Is it true love between them or the responsibility they must have for each other that make them stay n care for each other. Love can realli be everlasting mehz?
hahaz..Nvm..

title

2004-12-28T17:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ a new entry. hMm....today went to c the skin specialist...doc say i got skin allergy. got some cream to apply, hopefully it will be ok soon. Tis week very free.....no school...no work...very long nv sleep until so late le...so shiok. hmm.....now typing this entry beside tv, the news is reporting about the recent earthquake n flood....so scary. c so many corpse n injured people on the news. We are so lucky to be here...can c how vunerable life is. We must treasure everything n everyone around us...later i must go hug my papa, mama...haha...

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2004-12-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

i m back~ think people oso stop reading my blog le....u all think very sian liao rite..:(
haha...but nvm....i will still write..wow..so long nv write blog le..so many things happen in between i oso forget le..

ok lahz....i m soon gonna be a free girl. maybe for a few weeks? becoz m1 no longer wan mi animore....:( promotion period over. i gonna lose a job le...*cry. then i taking a rest in haagen dazs, so i can pei u girls le. so u all pls dun complain i no time u all.

i hate to run out of things to write...y people can encounter so many funny incident so many happening doings everyday..envy of them. i m juz stuck in this daily routine life of mine. A life that a 19 yr old girl have taken. Stupid but duno y still continue...so tiring...tired of being tired. hahaz....c lahz.....passive again..Christine must be thinking ps went into her depression mode again. She shall stop reading. hahaz... Juggling with 2 jobs n school, nw i m left with school, will it be better? life will be more sianz ba.....friends are all with own programs. Either different time slot for school or friends got the other half le...i bu fang bian be light bulb..nvm.......i will take this time to rest n study(if i m disipline enough). haiz.....life so sianz..without goal.....

title

2004-12-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

juz been posted to hillton haagen dazs...not quite use to the environment there...got to meet this girl damn cocky and keep boosting bout herself...the worse part is tt she said my pay is higher than hers and its unfair...i got damn pissed off when i heard tt b**** said tt...she cant imagine tt im holding a higher post than the "in-charge".

got sabotage by a 'xiao ren'...he/she went to plug out the plug of the freezer and coz all the ice cream inside to melt on the day i did closing...initially i tot is my fault but aft much investigation turn out to b a sabotage...lucky not my fault if not i will feel damn guilty lor have to make them re-freeze all the ice cream.

met this customer who claimed to b the director of nivea company..he's quite old told me bout the story of CONES...then he brought his whole family down to haagen dazs the nxt day to have ice cream and said he brought them down to support me...hahaha mayb coz my service gd then they come so i feel a sense of satisfaction man...cool

too sianzz

2004-11-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

wow lau......life is so so sianz.....goin to bore to tears...having 2 jobs still so sianz...i wanted to touch my notes...scared of my exams...but i juz dun feel like studying. i m so easily frustrated nowadays...december gotta go hilton to promote the new coffee, gonna be damn busy soon. goin to a chalet next week.....yeah! i must enjoy myself b4 starting my busy schedule again. hiyazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........school sux.......i wan to sleep whole day lahz.....sianzz

hAiz.....

2004-11-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

today is such a sian day..2 days ago i type out a whole page of mr yang wedding happening...but this stupid webpage cannot load it up!! so mad at it. i think forget it lahz...lazy to type all over again. But juz elaborate on some points...hahaz..Ok...huijing baoling n shimin come over to my house to put on make up n dress nice nice to get ready to go to mr yang wedding. but shimin come later...her sis help her to put on make up b4 she come to my house..when she reach my house we r so excited n ji dong...haha...she look so different! different from her own self from school sia..very pretty!!! hahaa..wee wee...okok..juz wanted to say...professor tan bao ling, my hair stylist...she help mi curl my hair sia...make mi look much mature. hehez..professor tang huijing oso..being my good make up artist...help mi make my eyes look even bigger...n my lashes longer..haha..after doin all the preparation, we rush to orchard hotel n meet peixian over there. we saw mr yang once we reach the restaurant, he looks veri happy n there is also an mtv made out of his wedding....i think is his own idea..quite sweet rite..=p hehe....everything went fine on that day..we oso went up the stage to gif our special thanx to mr yang! can c that mr yang is veri happy on that day...wish him a blissful marriage!!!

HapPy~~

2004-11-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

wanted to write about yesterday~ n my dear friend Christine....been quite busy recently. hardly find time to update my blog..even my blog song got prob i oso dunO! hahaz..Hmm...let's start with my friend, Christine....she is admitted to hospital last thursday. poorthing...fractured her leg n haf a mini operation to put metal inside her leG!!! sound so gross..but glad that she now ok le... :) juz went to her house in the afternoon, her injured leg is so bloated!! as if a ballooN! n she can onli nua on the bed. To walk with the clutches is too tiring for her...so ke lian. wonder how she goin to travel to school...how she get on bus. hMmm..... lets wish her speedy recovery here....:P ohz yahz...yesterday hor...i c the temasek poly xiao cao that david lehz! hahaha....he come to m1 to c hp...wow...his complexion is perfect! but he abit too fair....haha...but nvm..still very shuai....i wan to go attend to him but too shy lahz...in the end he goin that time we got eye contact then he smiled to mi..hahaha...almost faint*. Realli veri shuai! Yesterday, a lot of new hp stocks came n our supervisor arrange them properli at one side of the store room. so the store become very squeezy with lots of big big stack up boxes. Everything was fine until one of the staff, Ray walk out of the store, the stack of boxes came collapsing down..n the timing is so nice that i juz walk into the store. so the stack of boxes came crashing down on mi...haha...i m buried in them....all the staffs r so anxious...all came over n ask about mi...one of the staff, Thomas, my mentor or daddy look so worried as if i m in serious injury. The supervisor let mi go home earlier becoz of this in the end. hahaz..I find it quite funny when i think of it again...

mmmmmmm

2004-11-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

today holiday siaz..happy deepavali!!!! i finally went back to anchor pt to start work. it is my first day back there ever since my long break....i saw my old friends n suddenli felt so cosy over there....we had a fun time teasing n playing with each other. oh yah! today met my pri sch friend shu fan!~ wow.....since years when i last saw her...i think is primary 5. she realli change alot...from last time so tom boyish to now so lady like...got a bf liao somemore...hahaz..so happy to c her. =p hmm......Christine is a pig!~ bloody fat pig! today wake up onli at 4....in the end dun wan to come out...feel like smacking her left n right...tml u gona die...today is yuan hui birthday! my npcc die hard buddy...wish u happy birthday ok!!!!! yeahz~ so happy, soon we gona haf a npcc chalet. can get to meet up wif u guys again...got to haf those sleepless nights, snatching n fighting for juz a small little space on a bed. hahaz...its gona be fun!

=)=)=)

2004-11-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

this sunday is mr yang weddin dinner le lehz! excited sia..!!! but i still haven decide what to wear..=( hahaz....wonder how mr yang will look on that day...realli looking forward to how he will turn out to be. will he become more handsome? become a completely different mr yang? from a toot toot yang yang to a hip hop or super punk yang! haha...wanna look at his wife oso...must be a super cute couple.. Getting married seem so fun lehz....hope to find a boy boy soon. hahaz..getting desperate...19 le......still haven experience true love....abit pathetic...=< But now i m too busy to go into a relationship lehz...hahaz...so contridicting... will the outcome of the fortune teller forsee come true......hmm....Shimin n Huijing just reminded mi about it today which makes mi quite worried. Shimin also came up with a quiz. The result is i will not have a good relationship in the future..hahaz~ whether or not....i think i will be blessed la...i m a good girl girl ma! haha....enuf craps.....*yawn.....tired.....

yeahz....i will now announced that the creditors...shimin n huijing have cleared their debts...they r trustworthy ok....hahaz....onli creditor left..christine lim soo ying...tat hot babe sia...

good night!!

hmm........

2004-11-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

"Love is the power in the center of your soul, that makes you feel needed and wanted and whole. It is the force within that heals the wounds of life, that eased your anguish and lessens your strife. It's giving and caring, it's trusting each other and never comparing. It's the foundation of which your soul is built upon, that never will die and will always live on."

"Love is kind and doesn't envy. It's not rude, it's not self-seeking, nor is it easily angered and keeps no record of wrongs. Love always protects, always trusts, hopes and always perseveres." The love they are talking about is the love between God, yourself, and your partner.

Love your family, love your friends!! its a blessing~

lalaa

2004-11-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

***
I don't want you
To give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be

And I don't need you
To be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you
To tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

I did enough
To show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
And when I get close
You turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you
To tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Is it me? Is it you?
Nothing that
I can do
To make you change your mind.....

(why you)
Is it me? Is it you?
Nothing that
I can do
Is it a waste of time?

Is it me? Is it you?
Nothing that
I can do
To make you change your mind

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
(What is it I have to say?)
So why are you running away?
(To make you admit you're afraid)
Why are you running away?
****

tired....

OMG!

2004-11-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

my whole entry is gone!!!!!! shit lahz! damn frustrated! this stupid thingy here make mi more frustrated than ever.....waste my time typin juz now. i was juz complaining juz now...hmm....today supposingly there is a maths test but i pon...because i need to go work. hahaz..frenz* sure wanna scold me: "siao! test is more impt than your job lehz...can u please take pride in ur sch more anot." yes yes...i will.....i will try to pass the exam lahz...duno can make it ma...actualli quite scared...but i juz can't bring myself to look at the book. yeah!! N hor...i was regretted for goin for this job n skipping my test! this job sux! everything is so uncoordinated...i onli noe wat everything is about when i go down to the stall n i was not brief about anything...becoz i was late oso lahz...coz i got sch...when i reach there the shop is closing le...it is a waste of time for mi...to go there work for 3 short hrs...!! it is slack.....but waste my 3 hrs there...without being inform of anithing realli make mi fed up. wow lau...sianz lahz........i now doin my microsoft excel oso ....then oso dunno shit about it...stupid spreadsheet......

sIanz~

2004-11-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

yo

2004-10-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

today huijing say my blog is boring~ hurt sia.....my gf like tat say me...(*vomit) shimin dun jealous...today get a lot of goodies back from haagen dazs lehz!! so happy~!
1) crispy sandwich ( its not launch yet wor...but we promoting it today...)
2) cup
3) teapot
4) magazine
5) bag
n a free packet of char siew rice! =)
met stine, yun n mao juz now...although meeting was short n i was damn late......but still very touched! coz u all came all the way to faraway land(tampinese) despite ur tireness n the inconvenience.....good friends sia...

loreal sale last day: 29 oct 2004
Christine spent: $30++
Cab fare: $12
Dinner with us:$17
Total expenditure: $59++
anyhow spend money....must scold u...

Loan Shark:Peishi
Creditor: Maoliang(cleared)
Peiyun(cleared)
Christine
Huijing
Shimin
Pay up hor...arbo i put pig head liao! haha

too sianz...write lots of crap...pardon mi...tml need to work in m1......sianzzzzz. ZzZzZZzzzz

lalala

2004-10-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

hehe...kind of surprise i will still come update my blog today~ juz finish phone with my lesbian friend, huijing! haha...we r so excited over a song! frankee- F.U.R.B! super powerfuL! can destress sia..difficult to concentrate in class with the presence of HUIJING~ jokes can come again n again n we juz keep laughing n trembling on our seats. Then the looks on xiao shimin always so cute n blur...feel like punching her face let her wake up....opps~! no lah...dun bear to...she is too cute...haha. hAi...tml need to go work haagen dazs, got press leh..then i need to wear back haagen dazs uniform...downgrade sia~ haha. but quite miss the look oso...wonder how i will look. => Tml duno still meeting Christine, Peiyun, MaoLiang ma..miss u all leh~ i hope to go out with u all a lot actualli....coz i wun be free le. haiz~ kk

oh yah~! thanz to Chris, thanx for helping out with my blog sia....helping a com idiot like mi=> so ma fan u..paisehz leh...
but a very big thanx to u kk=>

hmm...ta da~~!!! think end here le...bye~!

2004-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

ta da~!!! a computer idiot finalli decided to create a blog liao! but i wun update it often i think...coz i m a lazy bum! hehe....peiyun!! u dun need to sian liao....can come c wat i type~ hmm.....talk about today! my first day in M1. wow...its kinda stress. its tougher than i expect. Compared haagen dazs...hahaa....haagen dazs is so much better! miss my ice cream...=(~
hmm...i m bomb with lots n lots of informations today...also very scared of those customers...ask mi weird weird qns...make mi run here run there...i think by the end of the month i will be super fit le!(although now quite fit le lah) haha..BUT~ starting from next week, i will be super busy le~! wed to fri work in haagen dazs, week end work in m1...no time for my beloved friends liao...(sister gang), (s club 7) n my npcc friends! i will miss u all!!! i duno whether got time to pursue in my hip hop dance ma!!!! haha...will be a super busy girl! i should end here..

~!* Ta Da *!~

Reflections

My last day in Haagen dazs

Exams

Mood of the day

Depression..~haha

Anniversary

I felt guilty

~!* Ta Da *!~

~My birthday~

sIngapore food fest

ns~

cLubBing~

New month.....

Happy...happy..

New...i m alive

~~*redang trip*~~

New Discovery

everyone is mad

mad

my blog is dead

title

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too sianzz

hAiz.....

HapPy~*~*

mmmmmmm

=)=)=)

hmm........

lalaa

OMG!

sIanz~

yo

lalala

redang trip

HapPy~~